I’m staring at the screen and nothing is coming to my mind. I’ve started a few paragraphs and then erased them. It’s almost 10pm and I’m very tired. get up at 6:30 to get ready for the day by drinking coffee and making my lunch for work, then head out at 7:30 to catch the bus then the train for my ride in.
Yesterday the first thing I did at work was smash my foot under a very heavy (we guessed 3 maybe 4 hundred pounds) spring loaded loading dock ramp because the truck I was going to unload supplies from was filled to capacity and when I pulled up the ramp from the floor and it went where it was supposed to but I couldn’t move. I tried to move my other foot as it smashed down but there wasn’t room so I actually had to step on the ramp itself adding my weight to the pressure. I have not experienced that much pain for as long as I can remember. At that point I thought for sure that I had broken it. I felt the urge to throw up from the pain, something I have never experienced. I got my foot from under the foot-wrecker and took a few limps around the production floor. It was the seeing spots kind of pain. I didn’t want to look like an idiot so I went back to work trying to hide the limp as best I could. I told my friend about it and he was quite sympathetic to my injury. Fortunately for me the pain dissipated within a few hours and when I got home and pulled off my socks I still had all five little piggies. There was blood around my big toe and the one next to it (does that toe have a name?) and a little purple bruising but that was it. That’s the whole story.
Starting to build any kind of relationship while on I.S.R., especially the one I’d like to have with Ms. Toaster, is difficult. My life is so restricted right now that the times I do get to go anywhere it’s for a specific reason. I get to see her at meetings, and if I go out for shopping or during my exercise time. Tomorrow I’m going to run with her, I think that’s a very healthy way to be alone with her, but again, it’s only for an hour and she’s not yet allowed to be a visitor at home. On the flip side, I think it’s a good thing to not be together every waking moment in the beginning of a relationship. Not that I would get sick of her, but it adds the elements of anticipation and excitement in seeing each other, if only briefly, every other day or so. The other day she came to meet me after work just to walk me to the bus stop. I thought that was nice. I mean, she walked from her place and back just to see me for maybe 20 minutes. It made me feel good. Somebody desires my company, something I haven’t thought in years. Thank you, Ms. Toaster. I can’t wait to see you tomorrow.
Alright folks, that’s all for tonight. I’m tired and I’m going to bed. Thank you to all of my followers and readers for your feedback and comments. If I don’t reply, it’s because I don’t know how. I will figure that out someday. Goodnight everybody.
Hi.Vince, I’m sorry to hear about your toes. The little piggies don’t have names. The toe next to the big toe just goes home. This leaves it up to the person to name their own toes. Have a good day!