As I was cleaning up my work area because, well, now I have all the time in the world to do that, I came across a program from a piano recital I attended at St. Hilda’s College about six weeks ago. I had written a few notes to myself because the visiting performer, a professor from some university in the US, said things like, “the piece I am about to perform place exemplifies the dystopian and utopian poles of Beethoven’s variations on Sonata No. 32 in C Minor.” As I sniggered at this rarefied language, people around me where murmuring, “Ah, yes, so interesting.” I’m glad someone knew what the hell he was talking about.
My life—and probably yours—has suddenly become dystopian.
In my last post I laid out the reasons that the UK had not closed schools. Last night Boris Johnson announced schools would close indefinitely starting at the end of the day on Friday.
I attended my usual free lunchtime concert at the old church in town on Monday. The program, two Beethoven sonatas, was performed by a visiting Japanese pianist. There were about half the usual people in attendance, and we were all seated as far as possible from one another, until at the last minute an old man shuffled into the pew behind me and proceeded to cough and sneeze. Maybe I should have moved, but I kind of wish I would just get the damn virus so I could get it over with.
At the end of the performance the vicar announced the series would be suspended indefinitely. I felt sad. How will I know what day it is now? No more Monday concert, no Wednesday Pilates at the gym, no Friday yoga class at the community centre.
Am I the proverbial frog in the pan, the one that’s oblivious to the rising temperature until it’s too late?
While I get urges to just go home, my rational mind says I am safer staying put than getting on a bus to Heathrow, hanging out in an airport full of tourists from all over the world, then spending eight hours packed into a plane—potentially surrounded by people who have the virus.
I keep imagining myself with the virus, slumped against the plane window coughing and sweating while my fellow passengers glare at me and contemplate throwing me out the emergency hatch.
I haven’t been able to get through to Expedia for three days, and my duplex is sublet until the end of May, so leaving is sort of a moot point anyway.
I walked for three hours in the rain on Sunday. In Oxfordshire, the Thames is unfortunately called the Isis.
I thought this graffiti under the train bridge beautiful.
Also this boat, one of many narrow boats moored along the Isis.
I had lunch at a pub near the lock where I crossed to the other side of the river.
Every time the server came to my table I thought, “I could be giving her the virus right now, or vice versa.” In the UK, we hadn’t yet been encouraged to avoid pubs, but now that’s changed.
On another walk, I was thrilled to stumble upon this outdoor gym, since I will not be going to my real gym any time soon.
There will be no grand UK tour as described in my last post. I searched Air BnB for boats and there was one—one I had passed many times—for rent. I booked it for a week when my house sitting ends.
I may have to cancel it, but I’ll cross that bridge when I come to it.
After that? Anyone’s guess.
At night I watch the news, transfixed. Bertie, the affectionate cat of the trio for whom I am responsible, creeps up onto me seeking love.
“I can see you, you know,” I tell her.
She kneads me with her paws, then sinks her claws in, at which point I shove her away and we start the cycle again.
I watched University Challenge one night.
The pianist who specializes in Beethoven’s dystopian and utopian themes would have done well. I didn’t get a single answer right.