Today has been a rough day. It started with a run that was a bit faster than I’m used to. We ran seven laps with an average time of 8:50 and fastest mile at 8:14.
This was only the second time we have been able to run in the last two weeks because the track was under repair. I was proud of myself for finishing the 4.9 mile run. I would guess that 1/3 of the men that started it today did not finish it.
Our squad also took our blue-hat test today. I got 47/50 correct. My brain says that’s 94% passing. Three weeks left of brown hat. I know that sentence is shady at best, but I can afford some bad grammar once in a while.
Anywho, we will soon be seniors. This is the time for us to take the knowledge we’ve gained here and apply it. We will help train in the new guys when they get here, and will be held to the highest standards and expectations of the Challenge Incarceration Program.
I’m nervous, but only a little. The blue hat phase is where a lot of guys get kicked out or recycled into a squad a month behind, turning this into a seven month ordeal.
I have six total gigs. That’s really, really good as far as discipline goes. I have no L.E.s (Learning Experiences, which are given out for major infractions, or accumulated gigs, which are minor infractions.) If a guy has four L.E.s, he can be recycled. A few or our squad have three. I’m in good shape.
One thing they say is, don’t get comfortable. Stay on our toes and follow all the rules. Avoid the “snowball” effect, piling on gigs and L.E.s in a short period of time.
I just got an uplifting email from my mom. It would appear that people out there are willing and able to help me out when I’m released. That is wonderful.
I know I’ll have work soon after I’m out, but until the paychecks start coming it’s going to be tough.
I’m beginning to feel better about leaving here. I’m one of the few in my squad that have been working hard to get everything we can out of this while we’re here. We don’t ever want to come back to prison, and we will put our all into that. As the old saying goes, “If we put half as much effort into staying sober as we did into getting high, we will succeed.”
Well. I will succeed.