Despite the title of this post, it’s been a really good week. I put in many hours of editing on proposals that will yield a couple million dollars for my former employer to carry out torture rehabilitation. It’s that time of year where I get to read things like this:
(Skip this if you think it will upset you.)
Clients reported beatings with heavy or heated metal rods and guns, and beating while hands and legs are tied to a pole of while hung upside down. Other abuses included threats, humiliation, or other psychological torture; deprivation of food, water, or other necessities; being forced to watch someone else being tortured; forced labor; forced postures, stretching, or hanging; rape or sexual abuse; wounding or maiming, including being shot; sensory stress, such as exposure to extreme temperatures; asphyxiation; burns ; and electrical shock.
I share this because it’s reality all over the world today. America did lots of these things to suspects in secret detention facilities overseas and at Guantanamo Bay. It’s sobering. It makes me feel even more grateful for my cushy life and more determined to continue “being political,” despite my urge to stick my head in the sand.
Then there were the gremlins. It is weird how things happen all at once. In the space of five days, the shower in my house stopped working—abruptly, while I was standing in it. It’s proving difficult to find an electrician to replace the pump. For decades now, young people have aspired to master’s degrees in International Studies, not apprenticeships in the trades.
I put a new filter in the water purifier and it worked for one day then quit. I can buy a new apparatus. But the water is really hard here, so I’ve got to do it soon.
I couldn’t get the printer to work. My laptop is on the ground floor and the printer is two stories up. I would hit “Print,” then stick my head out the door to the hall to listen if I could hear any action upstairs—being careful not to allow cats to slip past. I heard nothing, so I ran up the two steep flights of stairs to check. No joy. I repeated this five times, shutting down and rebooting, blah, blah, blah. Now today it worked.
I was suddenly unable to access my work email on my phone, after years of no problems. I fiddled with it until I was ready to throw it across the room, then left it for a couple days, and now it’s working again.
I had a really great yoga class on Friday. As I was walking home—in front of the Black Swan pub—my right calf suddenly seized up. I had to hobble home, about 10 blocks, like a wounded bird. Was it the yoga? All the stair climbing? Who knows. I spent the next 24 hours wondering how I would get by if I couldn’t walk for the next two months. Oxford is not a city for sissies. But the next day it was better, and now I keep forgetting it even happened.
So many things do work, so it’s hard to get upset about the gremlins.
Brits keep telling me “It’s not spring!” But to this Minnesotan, it sure feels that way. There are more and more 50F + days (10C). There are blooming things everywhere.
And it’s green, green, green.
I try to enjoy the moments, like this cat v. chicken stare down in the back garden. The cat lost, distracted by me.
At the store, I chuckled over this product name that sound like a villainous Star Trek race.
In the US, this box of Ritz crackers would be a single serving.
I must find one of these for my car.
If I am in the locker room, am I a tart?
I made wild mushroom soup.
And had dinner with an Aussie friend at a Palestinian restaurant.
The highlight of the week was when “my” Polish house cleaner gave me an Avon-like beauty catalog. It’s her side hustle.
The world-famous couturier Valentin Yudashkin has provided me with so much entertainment I feel compelled to buy something, anything.